Friday, November 7, 2008 @1:48:00 AM
Ah ger's dairyI'm dying~~~ Really dying ! STRESS~~ Another 3 more weeks and I'm dying !! T.T The more i stay with my books the more i feel "I'm dying"... Evidences of "stress-till-die-soon" : 1. I can't drive anymore. Dunno why.. suddenly will break my car.. suddenly go faster. Cars around me move a bit 'unusual', I'll break. They move faster a bit.. I'll break again.. Physically driving, but soul has gone !!! Especially my new elephant car =Sonata. 2. Sleep less than 5 hours a day and still can't sleep second day. Have been like that for almost 1 week. Average 2 to 3 hours a ady. 3. Woke up in the middle of the night.. and went to toilet. The way i walked was... Zig-Zag. I can't even stand straight. Then... can't fall back asleep anymore. 4. I ate sooooo little compare to my usual "consumption". Ok... normally i ady eat not much.. now.. worse. Why ?? No appetite at all !! 5. Feel like crying in the class ! Really... tears ady in the eyes. Cause... I HAVE BEEN STUDYING ALL THESE WEEKS.... AND I CAN'T REMEMBER A SINGLE THING !!! I can't even do ONE QUESTION after all these weeks of studying ! I'm really the "stupidest" ppl in the world. 6. Can stare at the wall and my soul dunno flew where.........NEVER felt so stress before. Everyone graduating~~ And i'm the only one staying back. Next sem.. i'll be all alone.. And still... i hav no confident to pass any subject. What kind of losser i am ?? LOSSER~~~~~~~ *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~3 MORE WEEKS !! UH !!!! X(