Monday, February 25, 2008 @10:37:00 PM
Ah ger's diary
Lalala.... juz to update some thing......
1. My parents know about us ady.. we can officialy pak tuo ady.. althought my mum not 100% accept la.. but at least she din ask us to break and all... so... i dun care !! =p
2. Result's out !!! I failed audit.. by 3 marks. DAMN IT !!!! Sigh... to let myself feel better.. luckily a lot ppl fail also... at least i'm not alone. T.T
3. Cny is over... no more ang pao... no more extra income. Wed going Sunway Lagoon see bsb's concert... $88.... Sei lo... go where "print" the money out lerr..... Sob....
4. Nowadays... like has some small prob between i and ah boy... but.. i cannot clearly verify.. wat's wrong. SIGH!
5. SHIT la... now got 4 subjects... 4 subjects AGAIN !!! Stress like hell man !! Class from mon to sat.. sumtimes even Sun got class... i really got no time to study at all... really.. worried.. i dun want fail again la... really suffering. HELP~~~
6. STEP UP 2 IS...... FANTASTIC !!! GO AND WATCH AND ENJOY IT ! You won't regret.. trust me.. hahaha...
7. Can't remember wat i wanna said ady.... T.T update soon !!! oh ya... YANRU ~~~ & jAC JAC.... i miss both of u !!! >.<
Saturday, February 23, 2008 @1:51:00 AM
Ah ger's diary
“live happily ever after” 只 有 在 童 话 故 事 里 有 吗 ? 永 远 的 快 乐 真 的 那 么 难 吗 ?什 么 是 幸 福 ?有 人 说 ： “当 你 不 再 想 什 么 是 幸 福 时 ， 就 是 幸 福 。 ”
说 实 在 的 ， 我 很 幸 福 。 我 拥 有 一 些 别 人 没 有 的 东 西 。 以 前 认 为 不 可 能 发 生 的 奇 迹 都 发 生 了 ， 就 像 美 梦 成 真 那 样 。 当 灰姑 娘 看 见 王 子 拿 着 玻 璃 鞋 ，在千千万万人里心急地寻找自己时的那种幸福，我想我已尝试过了。谢谢你对我做的这一些，我真的打从心里的感激你。
我不是伤心或对你不满。只是担心，这一些几时将结束。12点正的来临让我不敢再向前一步。
我不相信 happily ever after。
曾经，男人答应女人将实现她的梦想，永远让她做个幸福的公主。最后，男人违背了他的承诺。
看见你对我的好.... 我好怕下一分钟一切变成一场梦。我是一个实际的人，不常做梦，什么事都不抱任何希望。别人说我随便，其实是我胆小。我不想做出任何决定，最后结果和我所希望的不同，我怕我会伤心。就算做出了决定，也是因为那是别人想要的结果。
从小，爸妈都说，什么事都得让弟弟妹妹，因为我是老大。就这样20年了，这也成了我的性格，处处想着别人，从末做过自己想做的事情。这是你们教我的，为什么20年后的今天，你们却改口，说我傻，说我笨。还说这种性格，只注定一生让人欺负。这... 不是你们所要的吗???
是你们把我变成这个样子的，不要在怪我好吗??
谁不想从小就充满梦想?可是你们有给我机会吗?你们把所有的希望放在我身上，什么事都我扛。我学会了独立、坚强，虽然我心有多不愿意。我也想要像妹妹那样有人疼、有人宠。我.... 累了。不想扛了。
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认识你之后，我变了很多。老实说，我们是不同世界的人。也许你不曾注意，因为我自己已经慢慢忘了自己是谁。
你的朋友，我不懂，也谈不来。你的世界，我觉得很陌生。你说你不喜欢的话题，你可以很随意的和别人谈的很开心。看见你和你朋友们谈笑时的表情，很放松，笑的很自然，我很替你感到高兴。可是心里就有一种莫名的失落..........
我永远挤不进你和你朋友的细逢里，因为，我不属于那里..................
Sunday, February 10, 2008 @12:21:00 AM
Ah ger's diary
Hello dear bloggie, long time no see. Nowadays kinda lazy to post. Sorry ya. =p Several things i wanna jot down (before i get lazy again)..
1. I GOT A LAPTOP !!! Oh well, maybe not 100% mine. My dad's one also but.. 2 weeks ady only i touch it and my dad use his own comp. Lol... He said "you use la", so... Hahahah... MINE !!
2. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR everyone !! Ang pao time again. Haha.. My only extra allowance thru out the year. Hope to get at least RM400 la.. Then i can buy... sumthing i want. Haha.. Well, today is the 3rd day of cny and i have fully utilized my 3 days + eve.
Eve : Woke up by 12 then start to help my dad deco the house. He has been hanging "red stuff" for 2 weeks ady. STILL he continue hang.. until every INCH of my house has a red colour deco. Those who have came my house should know what i mean. Lol.. Anyway, continue to the topic. After helping my dad then i helped my mum prepared the steambot for dinner. Eve ma.. some of my relative will come to my house as every year and have dinner with us. So, i had been standing in the kitchen from 3 to 7. The most memorable thing is, Cili padi.. REALLY HOT !!! I cut it and accidentally touch the seed of the chilies and my hand was burning for whole night. >.< style="font-weight: bold;">FULL !!! Then laugh happily there and said fei po muz eat more. =.='' Dunno should laugh or cry.. wat kind of uncle is this.
After our dinner we drank soft drink and wine. I drank 2 cups of wine ( half 7-up half wine.. i cannot drink one.. ok ?? Lol.. ) and i really full till i can't sit and enjoy those countdown program. About 9 sumthing my another relative family came my house.. and they really make my house crowded and.. "meriah". Haha..
Day 1 : Original plan was going back to hometown to visit my aunty. We have not been going back to my dad's hometown for years since my grandma passed away. Woke up by my mum early in the morning and told us not going back kampung ady.. go watch CJ7. Lol.. And one of my rich cousin and her family joining us. My mum ask me to go online and book the ticket but.. come on la.. public holiday and the movie is SO new sure no tickets available for booking ady la... OKAY~~ my mum said. So whole family go IOI (again!!) bought the tickets then went to temple since got 1 more hour spare.
I got a BAD "qim" when i "kao qim" in the temple. Sigh... sad la.. REALLY worry about my result next week. DAMN !! After praying we went back IOI and bought pop corn. Lol.. Juz a movie my dad has used up.. 150 bucks. Lol.. 11 ppl ma.. really PK.. but luckily not i pay. =p
Overall.. i think CJ7 is a nice show. Serious. Educational movie la.. Those aspect it will like those old Stephen chow movie pls dun go and watch. Lol.. No more those "mou lei tao" scene like the kung fu.. I dun like 'kung fu' that movie lo.. really lame till meaningless... I prefer CJ7 much much more than kung fu. At least it makes my sis, my mum, my cousin and her family cried at the end part. Lol.. And it has those funny scene which is really funny.. but not those lame funny. Aiya.. dunno how to describe.. go and watch urself.
At night, we went to Klang to eat seafood but.. closed. So we juz had our dinner at those normal seafood shop. Their food.. really... sucks... for my family. Haha.. For ppl like me who dun-care-juz-eat, i feel.. ok ok lo.. only their noodle really cannot swallow. After dinner we went temple AGAIN !!!!!!! But this time not for pray.. juz to visit the gigantic temple - Dong Chan Shi at Jenjarom. Really huge and grand. So so many tang long and flower make the place really like those in drawing. Lol.. And.. it's super crowded.. We jam always 1 hour juz to get out from Jenjarom. We reached home at 1am that day. I was so so exhausted.. cause i am the one driving.
Day 2: Woke up again by my mum at 10. Today we went my grandma house. My mum's mum. Lol.. My dad want my sis to drive there !! She juz got her license last week and she din drive auto car before. Haha.. My mum shouted like playing roller coaster in the whole journey. Very safely we all reached after 1 and a half hours with my sis driving speed-60km/hr. Usually it only takes us 40 mins. =.=''
Ate our lunch there.. and SIEN. =.='' I accidentally slept on the chair. U can imagine how sien i am. I forgotten to bring my magazine there, wat to do.. Sob.. The one who can 'entertain' me went back to hometown and talked happily with his ex.. HOR ??? Lol.. (ah boy la.. to those who still blur..)
At night we went my rich aunty's house. They having party there every 2nd day of cny. Eat ah.. gamble ah.. drink those super extremely expensive wine la.. My aunt's daughters who ady married and live in other country like.. Germany, Taiwan.. etc.. all came back with their own family. Then will invite all our relatives to go to their house to hav dinner. So.. very meriah too.. haha.. (not crowded as my aunt live in big Bangalore). Oh ya.. my aunt is a very very good cooker... haha.. when she said she cook... no one will say not coming. =p
Day 3 : Woke up super late.. 1pm. =.='' After preparing.. ah boy came and fetch me then we off to KLANG - Ashley's house. Lol.. Ashley's parents really friendly and cute. Haha.. Love her mum's cooking too. Yummy~~ We hav a great time there. Thx Ash. =)
After that went to ah boy's house to meet his parents. Going to have lunch with his family tonight. I was nervous since... Duno when.. and when come to the day.. i no feeling ady.. =.='' Dunno y. Haha.. His mum is cute too. But diff style of cute compare to Ash's parents. Haha.. His mum keep zat ah boy.. Lazy la.. Dirty la.. bla bla bla.. and he can't do anything to fight back. Hahaha... hahahhaa.... so funny if u see ah boys face... hahahahahahahahha....... *see u dare not to listen to ur parents again or not.. haha.... =p*
Day 4 : TOMOLO !!! No plan in the morning.. maybe tidy up my room lo.. whole week din clean up ady.. so messy. Or maybe juz stare at the laptop.. haha.. Then at night got party again at my another rich cousin's house. Lol... yay... eat nice food again.. =p
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EAT again.. =.=''' i FAT ADY LA... DAMN SHIT LA !!!!! It's juz the 3rd day of cny and everyone says i fat ady. T.T AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~
Sunday, February 3, 2008 @10:25:00 PM
Ah boy's diary
lol..no1 update d..so lazy la..lol...kk..i update la..should i continue my last post?dam long la..can i jus leave it der?continue sum other day la..hehe...um..lifes been reli....SIEN....and....troubled...T.T...although..cny is coming..hehe...but but..i not goin back to penang this year though..since my grandma pass away 2 years ago...so..in other words..less ang pao....sad case...dun think my ang pao wil be more den 200 hundred this year....ahhhh..valentine coming d..how le?no moni wor....><...need ideas le..can sum1 suggest anything?i mean..i scratched my head til all my hair wan drop d lo..ish...ask my hou zi muis...the things they suggest..so out of my budget....><...um..dun care first la..here's my cny plan..lol..
EVE
go genting wor...my mom say go der see fireworks..since we aso ntg to do..no where to go...so go der lo...any1 goin der?let me noe k...go wif family..very the sien la..lol..lucky jo goin aso....at least got a fren..but..stil..wish dear can come along..hehe..speaking bout dear..my mom..jus asked..
mom:xxx very easy drop hair wan oh?"
me:ya lo...nvm..i help her sweep..
mom:HELP ME SWEEP?U MARRY A GAL IN HELP ME DO CAN D..
me:.............................
speechless la..lol...she's been asking me to bring dear home d..but..dear...dun1...hmmp..aNYway...
1st day
morning stil at genting lo..all d way til evening i guess...den...at night reached home..and..rest?lol..
2nd day
go seremban..visit my dads side...um..i noe my mom sure very not happy de..lol...she dun like go there de...um..very long story la..maybe say sum other day...most likely wil see my ex der aso...and i am quite happy..lol..i am not bein a jerk k..i jus feel..for once..i am goin back as a couple...and...um..ok..here goes..i coupled wif her twice..we..broke up twiced la..last year round this time..we got back togeter d 2nd time..but..lasted not long..she ask for break..and..a week later..she couple wif sum1 else..like..wtf right?dam pissed dat time..but..den..at least i got..xxx..lol..anyway..i am quite sure she broke up wif her boy boy d..cos..she..is stil kinda immature in her thinking la..she's younger den me..by...3 yrs?lol...anyway..i jus feel...proud..to tell her i have move on?and am way way happier compare den b4?hehe..
3rd day
ACTUALY(ashley..)..got open house..her house in klang lo..and i am invited..wif dear and all our frens la..um..from last sem..lol..i think..today i wil be the busiest...lol...cos..hope can go out wif dear aso lo......duno la..see first...
4th day.
goin my rich uncles house..um..neva seen them for a long time d...although they live at kota kemuning oni...and..my parents go der quiet often...jus..i neva follow?everytime aso got sumthin on...but..this time canot dun go la..lol...
well..dats all la..babi tiny ffk me...lol..i am ok wif it though..my mom dun let me drive aso..ish..k la..dats all for now..wil..update more la...hehe