ok..a warning first..this is an emo post..to all ur fucking fags out der dat think guys shouldn't be emo den fuck off..ok?dun say i din warn u fags..lol..i am actualy not emo now..not sad or wat..in fact..i am quite relax..cos..i done my emo ing jus now..my crying jus now..speaking of crying..cried alot past 3 days..ok ok ting..i noe guys shouldnt cry..let me be???
a question to all...wats the point of bein emo?haiz..i mean..is it wrong to be emo??i jus learnt my lesson today..and..it was almost too late..for me to realise my mistake..ok..maybe i am bein over..lol..but...i could have lost it..lost..my most precious thing...jus cos of my..emo ness..haiz..am i reli too much like a gal????><...
so..made up my mind..to not to..be emo ever again..and wil oni show my emoness in this bloggie..i;m not bein fake..or..not bein myself..jus..i think for the better of every1..its best..i keep all my troubles and headaches to myself..cos..lets face it..who wants an emo..um..fren?..lol...i said this many times..but..i duno y..i seem quite determine this time..hmm..finaly woke uP?should be lo..jus..got..prob the hardest words to accept..ok..mayb not dat serious..to me it is la..i duno y..i actualy heard my heart..crack?fuck..lol..need superglue..hm..but all wounds heal right?it takes time..and..from these wounds dat..u learn..am i not right?so..i can say i am finaly grown up?lol..not reli..i mean..not til next week of cos..next sunday to be exact..hehe..*wink wink*..i duno should i say i am anxious bout dat day...cant wait for it to come..or..dun1 it to come...haiz..
and..i am having difficulty to breathe lately..as in..reli cant breathe..i am so not healthy..><..sleep 3 or 4 sumthin everyday...terrible..><...well..hope i wil get well soon...so..is this it?hmmm..post to lama pics la..lol
ashley's doin..lol..duno wat she doin aso..got mosquito?
my doin..haha..i took it quietly..hehe